It was my best friend’s birthday today. He turned 24 so I hung with him and played video games. It was fun and relaxing. Had work in the afternoon and it went well. I worked with my favorite co-worker had some laughs. The only annoying part is my anxiety. Lately, my anxiety has been triggered harder than normal. I’ve been questioning a lot of deep and fundamental thoughts on meaning and self. I’m hyper-aware of myself and lately, I’ve been exploring deeply the idea of collective ego and identity as not being a centralized object but kinda like one angle of a myriad of kaleidoscopic personalities. My current ego doesn’t want to handle right now, so it’s something that’s causing my consciousness to chase itself in circles trying to comprehend so I’m just going to write this and let it be.